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friday i also missed school because i gave a speech with my family at mason high school on disabilities. i made the front row and the football team cry.
i got the pretty odd cd.
i saw burn after reading with jeremiah and we almost cried because is sucked booty!
i went to joels bday bowling!
ryan is going to get a new bracelete at the jewelry party tonight!
skye bought a ton of movies at la video.
ashley and i must see the dutchess!
Well, there is someone in my life that lately i have unknownigly shooved to the side and hurt. This person has always been there for me whenever I needed them and could make me smile when I had come close to forgetting happiness. This person is someone I would die or kill for and love more than my own luggage!(my luggage is awesome so thats really saying something) Some of the things ive done and said lately have hurt this dear friend of mine and has made them feel second best when really they are my number one. My recent confusion with friends and frustration with others has taken time away from my friend and put it in places less deserving. Its not that I dont want to spend time with my friend its just that I know they are great so I try to help those who arent so amazing at times. I know thats not a good excuse but its the truth and I cant describe how sorry I am. SO RYAN IM REALLY SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WARNING: I CANT SPELL TODAY SO IM NOT EVEN GOING TO TRY!!!!!
YESTERDAY WAS A BLAST I HUNG OUT WITH RYAN AND WE WATCHED CHARMED AND PREPARED OURSELVES FOR OUR WEEKEND TOGETHER AT DOUBLE Js. JERRY CALLED ME WHILE I WAS OVER THERE AND HUNG UP ON ME WHEN I TOLD HIM I WAS AT RYANS. OOOOO WELL HIS LOSS IF HE DOESNT WANT TO CHAT. RYAN AND I HAD A NICE LITTLE I LOVE YOU FEST AS WE WAITED LIKE 2 HOURS FOR MY SISTER TO COME GET ME. SHE SAID SHE WAS ON HER WAY AT LIKE 7 ABD DIDNT ACTUALLY COME TO GET ME TIL LIKE 9. IM REALLY EXCITED ABOUT THIS WEEKEBD BECAUSE DOUBLE Js HAS LIKE A 500FT SLEDDING HILL DOG SLEDDING AND AN INDOOR WATER PARK. IVE ALREADY DECIDED THAT DANG IT WE ARE GOING TO SLED SLED SLED. I WONDER HOW WELL RYAN AND I WILL DO AT THE MUSHING LESSONS? HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM WELL AS THE FUTURE FATHER OF MY THIRTY CHILDREN HE BETTER BE GOOD AT DOG SLEDDING!!!! TODAY I HAVE A DOCTORS APPOINTMENT FOR MY KNEE AND THEN AT LIKE 5:30 ERIKA AND I ARE GOING TO SEE NO COUNTRY FOR OLD MEN IM EXCITED!!! ERIKA AND I HAVENT DONT THINGD IN AWHILE!! OOO AND THE QOUTE UP ABOVE IS TOTALLY FROM CHARMED!!!! I THINK I MIGHT LIKE THAT SHOW A LITTLE TO MUCH NOW! I REALLY CANT SPELL TODAY SO FORGIVE ME ALL!!!!! MY MOM HAS BEEN REALLY PROTECTIVE AND CRANKY LATELY WHICH I CAN UNDERSTAND BUT WOW SHE REALLY NEEDS TO REALIZE THAT LOSING GRANDMA AND ZACH WAS HARD FOR ME TOO SO SHE CANT TAKE ALL OF HER FRUSTRATIONS OUT ONE ME. I FOUND OUT LAST NIGHT THAT THIS ISNT THE FIRST TIME MY FAMILY HAS LOST 2 PEOPLE IN ONE WEEK. MY FATHER DIED 11 YEARS AGO ON ZACHS BIRTHDAY AND MY COUSIN CARLY DIED TWO DAYS LATER. I KNEW THAT THEY DIED AROUND THE SAME TIME BUT I NEVER THOUGHT THAT IT WAS 2 DAYS APART. MY MOM SAID THAT LOSING ZACH AND GRANDMA HAS BEEN WAY HARDER OVER THE YEARS WE HAVE BEEN WAY CLOSER TO THEM AND UNLIKE MY DAD AND CARLY THERE DEATHS WERE SUDDEN AND UNEXPECTED BUT SERIOUSLY IF I HAVE TO DO CRAP LIKE THIS ALL THE TIME IM JUST DONE. I DONT KNOW HOW WE KEEP DOING THIS BUT IM REALLY GLAD THAT IVE GOT STRONG PEOPLE IN MY FAMILY AND A WHOLE LOT OF FRIENDS.
Well its sure been awhile!!!
Aside from being very sick lately the usual stuff has been going down!
I hung out with Jerry this weekend and we had fun. We finished the Godfather and watched like 7 other movies this weekend! I taught him some italian BIG MISTAKE! all he does is ask for ice cream and say please thank you and beautiful. I finally got my haircut so all my crappy ends are gone. It was kinda funny because Im pretty sure Jake was more excited than I was. My hairdresser Carie is the shit everyone should go to her!
My Mom and sister have really been on edge alot lately. I think they are worried about me but instead of helping me all the do is argue about it. Love is such a crazy emotion. On a funnier note my crazy Grandma who is as healthy as a race horse has been spreading the rumor around that she had a heart attack so i will stop getting so much attention over being sick. That women is crazy.
I just ate some taco bell and it is really making me tired. I dont know why it always does that. So, know is nap time!
But, before I go id like to say that if you ever feel down just think of good ol Abraham Lincoln. That man tried and failed more than anyone else in history. He ran for almost every office possible and onle one once just to not be re elected. He lost the love of his life and failed in business more than once, but at the age of 51 he became the 16th President of the United States and changed the world as we know it. He went down in history as one of the most important men to grace this Earth. So, when ever you feel down just think of Lincoln and how he over came all of his struggles and became one of the greatest men ever.
Tragedy only follows those that are meant for greatness!!!
SO KICK TRADEDY'S ASS!!!!!!!!
Anyway today has over all been relaxing!! I still wish i was sledding right now but ooo well! Ive started to catch up on some homework that i should have done awhile back and im working on cleaning my room!! I love the feeling when you accomplish something! I also realized something odd, linkin park was always that band that i didnt really like and their newer stuff has pulled me in! I mean i thought What ive done was great but i really didnt look into them much further but their new song that sun one ( i cant think of the title) is quality work! I think they might have a future among my music collection.
As of late I have been monitoring my chipper level more often and it has noticably shrunk. I think many recent conflicts have contributed to this but my nerves have to be the worst offender. Two things have been pleging my mind; my solo in the concert that everyone said was awesome but im still worked up about, and my surgery. Tomorrow is the band concert and im getting very nervous! Ive had solos before and i dont know whats bugging me about this one. It could be that the first time I ever played it was friday, even though everyone said it was great , when i get nervous i breathe in awkward places and im sure it could be better. I hope i can make it sound awesome for the concert. And dear lord my knee. I know everyone is sick of hearing about it heck i am too. Its just january is right around the corner and i know im gonna be in the hospital for a long time! One of my goals was to be top of my class in high school and my freshman year is sure putting me under. Ive got all As and such but all the absences because of my knee is really putting my quality of work under! And after my surgery i wont be able to go to school for weeks!! And there is no way i will be able to catch up from all that work! Then ill have to learn how to walk all over again! It will be months before im off of crutches and months after that to learn how to walk. That means alot of appointments before and after school along with therapy. So, ill be missing more school and have no time to do my work and no time for friends. My dreams of being top of my class are pretty much over! Dear lord! Im worried! I try not to show it or have a pitty party but man ive been really nervous lately! I guess I gonna just live moment by moment and linger in my chipperness!!!!!
love u guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEAH ITS ALMOST CHRISTMAS! |
NOW WASN'T THAT SWEET!!!!
WELL ANYWHO THIS WEEKEND WAS INTERESTING.
I WENT AND SAW I AM LEGEND WITH JERRY, THOMAS AND ASHLEY! ALOT OF CRAZY THINGS HAPPENED BUT THE BEST WAS WHEN THOMAS AND I ALMOST HIT A KID WITH HIS CAR AND THEN HE GOT STUCK IN MY DRIVE WAY. AND APPARENTLY NOW IM NICHOLAS CAGE THE SANE ONE THAT GETS CORUPPTED BY THE ONES HE CARES ABOUT!! YEAH THAT WAS THOMAS AND JERRY'S DECISION NOT MINE!! ON SATURDAY I WATCHED EVAN AND LEAH DENNEY AND WOW THEY ARE GREAT!! EVAN IS LIKE A YOUNGER BOY VERSION OF ME SO IT IS SO MUCH FUNNY WATCHING HIM!
OO AND YEAH FOR RYAN AND JORDAN!!!!!!!!!!!
DID YA MISS ME?
BECAUSE IF NOT YOU SHOULD DAMN IT!!!!
ANY WHO ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE IVE UPDATED SO I FIGURE I SHOULD!!! IM GONNA TRY DOING THIS EVERYDAY SO I CAN HAVE AWESOME ENTRIES UNLIKE THIS CRAP!!
IVE BEEN REALLY SICK LATELY *TEAR TEAR*! AND FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DONT KNOW IN LIKE LATE JANUARY IM GONNA HAVE A PATELLA RELOCATION SURGERY AND I WILL BE BIONIC!!!!! DOWN SIDE IS I WILL BE IN THE HOSPITAL FOR A LONG TIME AND I WONT BE ABLE TO WALK FOR A FEW MONTHS. BUT HEY I GET TO BE BIONIC HELL YEAH!!!!!
ASIDE FROM THAT NEWS THINGS HAVE BEEN PRETTY OKAY!! I CHANGED MY RING TONE TO ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS AND BOY THEY ARE A BLAST!!!
GORE!!!!
ANTARTICA!!!!
CHOICE SPEECH!!!!
LOSING TESSA SPEECH!!!
HAHHAHAHAHA JORDAN THE FIRST 2 WERE FOR YOU AND THE SECOND 2 WERE FOR RYAN!!!!
HOPE YOU TWO SEXY BEASTS ENJOYED THAT!!!!
TESSA OUT!!!
I havent done this in two weeks so i will give a crazy short recap!
4 horesmen im death, ashley and i hunt for the godfather, i got whos who in america, gangs of newyork with ryan and jerry, walking the lenght of eaton rapids , breaking toe, and yeah so theres my life in a nut shell!!!!!!!!
Happy break all!!!
This entry is kinda boring becuase im not in the mood for detail. But i will say that i love the show My Family on BBC it is awesome!! If u like to laugh this is the show for u!!
bye kids
HERES SOME MORE FOR YOU KIDS!!!!
ok well i can't find the good chain letters i was looking for so i guess ill just be pretend motivation!!
*Never reheat fries(they taste terrible)
*Most French people really dont like snails (trust me)
*If you're sick stay home (I want you better)
*Drink orange juice( Its good stuff kid)
*If you dont know what to say smile and wave(its better to pretend to be nice than to say something that you dont mean)
wow IM really bad at this!!!!!
the motivation stops here!!!
So lets talk about today!!!!!
Today I felt like crap(tear tear) I think im getting sick! Last night was all right but im never being candy again!!! I have herd way to many sexual comments about me and my nerd costume!! I refuse to be eaten, licked or any veriation of tasting!!! And dear lord like 100 people touched my costume. Never again!!! But what can i say i still had fun. I think i was born with like a good time gene because i dont think ive ever gone a day without smiling!! wow idea!!! tomorrow im gonna try to not smile all day!!! well thats it for now folks!!!
MOTIVATIONAL CHAIN LETTER TIME!!!!!!!
FIND SOMEONE WHO CAN
make you smile
AND NEVER LET THEM GO
IF YOU
LIKE HER
Tell Her
BECAUSE SHE
WON'T WAIT
FOREVER
how come
WHENEVER I GET CLOSE TO
GETTING OVER YOU, YOU
GIVE ME A REASON
not to
I'M GOING TO SMILE
LIKE NOTHING IS
WRONG. TALK LIKE
EVERYTHING IS
PERFECT. ACT LIKE IT'S
ALL A DREAM. AND
PRETEND THAT IT'S
NOT HURTING ME.
HE'S NOT WORTH YOUR
tears
IF YOU'RE NOT
WORTH HIS
heart
AND FOR A SECOND THERE,
I THOUGHT YOU ACTUALLY
MAYBE
LIKED ME
I'M BEGGING YOU TO
beg me
I NEED YOU TO
need me
I'D LOVE YOU TO
love me
BEING
just friends
NEVER HURT SO MUCH
check it out beautiful
everythings changed©
you change everything,
i think i like it<3
call me a slut; call me a whore;
call me what ever i've heard it before;
say that im fake; say that i lie;
say what you want; it wont make me cry;
because i know it's not true;
call me all that;;
what does that make;;
you?
> >*Did you know kissing is healthy
> >*Bananas are good for cramps
> >*It's good to cry
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> >*94% of boys would love it if you sent them flowers
> >*Only apply mascara to your top lashes
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> >*Most boys think it's cute when you say the wrong thing.
> >*A good friend never judges.
> >*Boys aren't worth your tears
> >*More boys than girls are going to look at this bulletin
> >*We ALL love surprises!!
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I hope it works for you!!
PLUS SIDE IM FINALLY AHEAD IN THE JORDAN AND TESSA SCAVENGER HUNT!!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!! I HAVE 15 AND HE HAS 10!! I KNOW HE WILL BE AHEAD SOON BUT ILL SOAK UP THE GLORY WHILE I STILL CAN!!
I FEEL FUN!!!
OOO HOW I LOVE FUN!!!
HMMMMM........ RANDOM COMMENT TIME?
I THINK SO!!!!!
COLOR CHANGE!!
TATAR MITS IS THE BEST INVENTION EVER!!!
ITS REALLY FUNNY WHEN DRUNK PEOPLE TRY TO BE DEEP!
APPLE BUTTER IS AWESOME!!!!\
GOOGLE EARTH HAS A SPACE APPLICATION!!!
HECK YES!!!!
WOW IM DONE NOW....
FINAL COMMENT..
FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE PEEING UR PANTS, EVERYONE CAN SEE IT BUT ONLY U CAN FEEL THE TRUE WARMTH!!!!!!!!!!!
If you are a frequent user of google earth this is a message for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today was just like any other day in Computer Apps. I was typing really slow and jacked up my assignement like fifty times. Jordan of course finished well before I did and became dazed in computer land. After I had finally finished the assignment Jordan and I ventured off into Google Earth. Our venture was fruitful until we decided to go to the Nile river. Of course we ment the nile river in Egypt but google earth didnt get the picture! It took us to Nile, Australia!!!!!!!!! WTF is what you should be thinking right now!!!!!! MORAL OF THE STORY IS: GOOGLE EARTH CAN NOT ALWAYS BE TRUSTED!!!!! THE NILE IS IN EGYPT NOT IN AUSTRALIA!!!!!!!!!
On a lighter note.....
Today had my second session of physical therapy. I got like spiderman kinesotaped and electro- shocked. I'm swore to say the least, but all is well in tessa town!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
whooohooo!!!!!! Tessa's first entry!!!!!(if your not clapping now you should be) here orange is a fun color! It reminds me of the sun and the sun is all shiny and wonderful so lets go for it. So today.........................
This morning I listened to Dusk and Summer by Dashboard Confessional and wow is that sad. Seriously the whole song is boy meets girl, girl is freaking awesome and makes boy smile, girl has a deep rooted sadness that boy can't change, and it is to late for boy to save girl. How sad!!!! (i know that is a common story line but trust me its a good song) Midday color switch!!!!(blue like the ocean baby) Anywho today went by like most days I got the "Not melt with you song" which was a highlight and I pretty much had a normal day. Ashley and I did have an adventure at lunch though. We ventured into the unknown wild for fries, it was riviting! All is well in Tessa town!(clap again)
Now for some words of inspiration:
"Life is like a box of croutons, if you put them in the salad early they get soggy."
- Tessa Betz
teeheee
